Friday, September 6, 2013

why do we strive for affection ?

Good evening all..
Rough week .. actually rough month ..working at PT now. have these crazy hours . there called flexing hours ..so that no OT is created .. looked at my Monday schedule only to see that first patient in at 7am last patient at 5 pm .. Asked the girls if they can catch the the first two am patients .. and I can get the 8:30 patient .and be able to leave without creating any OT. ... then my Boss IM me and asked if I could work the entire shift . and take a longer lunch.. WTH ?? ( what the heck ) .. like my time is not important to me so I'll just sit in my car for 90 min.. so that my boss can have a nice bonus for cutting OT.. really ?? I have worked for 25 years for this place .. and this is their thanks to me. .. any who..
 I'll work the hours , but hoping I can cut out the OT ,,during the week ..
Went out with my hubby yesterday ..God it's been Months since we gone anywhere together . and as usual .. a quick meal at fast food place .. and he could not get out of there fast enough .. I am so tried of being lonely .. I don't have a partner I have a ruler.. get this ..get that .. and says the dumbest things to me .. like don't forget to get the frying pan out of the oven before you start baking dinner ..No ..actually the ingredients call for a frying pan to be placed in the oven along with casserole ...uggg!!.
I tend to keep up with this cute couple ... and I see the sweet affections they have for each other .. and I live vicariously through them .. because it make me happy ... Getting old sucks.. had no idea that love would stop...ok now time to get back to see my favorite couple ..Good night and Godspeed.


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