I'm littertly dumbfounded ..
My husband thinks I butt in too much in my son's affairs . I call him once a week,conversation duration maybe 3 minutes , see him maybe three or four times a year . I simply wanted to know how my daughter in-laws dr.'s visit went .. and I knew a new christian movie was out and thought maybe we can all go see it. my bad here is that my husband had made plans to be with our son for this week-end ,and by me changing things up this just added more frustration to his now 3rd week of not smoking ..and I just got off the phone with my son saying how sorry I was that I intruded in his and his dad's plan .. so now they're not getting together ..better anyways since James should be near Rachel in Dallas than be away from her during these next few weeks, just told my son to take care of Rachel and our grandson and by me saying this I just messed things up with my son .. and should have said take care of Rachel and your son ... apparently my husband believes like my daughter-in-law that only her parents have a right to enjoy this special event in their lives .. I am not.... repeat.. am not family. Just some old lady who thought that when she gave birth to her sons , her family would expand ..oh how foolish to think that I should be deserving of such wishful even whimsical dreaming.. I don't deserve anything but hell , yet my Lord in his mercy saved me.
I miss my children .. but I'm really weird like that . and boy did I make a hash of things.
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