Take heed when the Holy Spirit speaks

Since my last Blog a lots been going on ..I've been to the depths of hell and back by God's grace of course ...This past Sunday I came home from church to a loving husband making a delightful breakfast for him and his father .. in the mid of the late after noon I felt this strange feeling ..tho everything seem to be going quite well.. nothing seemed out of place ... yet this gnawing kept continuing to an annoyance of sort .. I said to my husband (James) is everything alright ? I just have this strange feeling that something is not right ? He replied everything fine.. I asked him has I have done many a times Your not planning on running away are you ? a very stern NO was the response ...while I am writing this I can't help but notice the TRUTH ... I called the Holy Spirit Strange .. it's a sad commentary on my part..why would I call Him strange ?
Because I am a stranger to His Holiness ....the Holy Spirit was nudging at me and I kept pushing Him away .. the right thing I should have done I have learned through a wonderful sister in the Christ, Thank You Angela !!

We tend to learn things better the hard way.. I should have asked the Lord give me discernment to what is really happening ? We can't see the spiritual warfare around us and because of our non-chalant sensitivity to the Holy One..
You see the next day my Loving Husband of nearly 30 years has gone missing.. there's no fowl play except maybe on my part for not obeying the call of the Holy Spirit .. He is mentally challenged Bi-Polar Mixed has the professionals call it .. this is not first time He's done this .. Nor is it the first time that I have travailed in the Spirit.. for his behalf and my sanity .. God only knows where he at , and He is watching over him and protecting him.. that I don't doubt ...
I just need this time to seek my Heavenly Father's will..so much to Learn of Him ...
Learn to take heed .. Learn to sense His guidance not to feel like a stranger again ..


ps please keep James in your prayers