No word on my husband yet.. this is so difficult to bare..sometimes I'm tempted to just end everything ..like to go sleep and not wake up in this world.. but is definitely the enemy that talking... my emotions have been going haywire...Yet I know that my God holds me tenderly in his arms, and is watching over my James ...
I just don't seem to want to even blog this .. let alone talk to anyone .. I must go to work tomorrow ..it's hard to face the days and nights . if I get through this it would be only by His Spirit not by might ...
Can I handle another day ?.. or would God in His mercy take me home ?
I don't think I'm that lucky .. not that I believe in luck .. only curses and blessings ..
at this point which one is mine ?
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